I found it hard to breathe.

Sometimes I found it so hard to breathe.
But I have all the air I need.
I look around myself and see all my friends,
I see my Mom who loves me,
I see all the nice people who would love to help me whenever I'll need them.
I look around myself again,
And see all my fake friends,
I see my Mom who loves me but can't stop hurting me over and over even after she says she's sorry she keeps on hurting me and sometimes she don't even see how much she hurts me,
I keep on looking around myself and I see all those people who would love to help me, I see they're running away from me like they never saw me like they don't even know me.
Sometimes I found it so hard to breathe.
But I have all the air I need.
I keep my fake friends so I could pretend I'm not alone.
I keep my mom who loves me so much that she can't stop hurting me so I could pretend I have a Mom.
I keep all those nice people close to me whenever they need my help so I won't feel worthless.
I found it hard to breathe sometimes.
Even when I have all the air I need.
– d.h.