story of my life

This is story of my life and how one stranger turned my whole world upside down.
I have to agree that falling in love with someone you're never met is a really stupid thing to do.
But falling in love with him wasn't a choice I made by myself.
It just happend.
One day I realized that his smile was the most perfect smile.
And I realized that his eyes had the most perfect shade of color.
I realized that when he was happy I was happy too.
And I realized that I would do anything to make him happy… Even love him without being loved back.
I always wonder what goes trough his mind before he go to bed.
I always wonder what are his favorite placs to go or what he dream about.
I wonder how he like his coffee in the morning, and what he think when he look at the stars.
But honestly I wonder why he took up all the room in my heart, that I don't even have room for myself.
He became this person out there that could erase everything else.
So necessary to me.
My little heaven in this fucked up world.
It sound so stupid. I know.
But i don't expect the world to understand.
Because honestly… I don't understand either.
He became the escape when something was wrong.
As well the reason when something was right.
I'm trying to figure out what exactly I feel for him.
What I'd say is love.
Even though I know is something beyond.
Like a higher level of happines.
When I look at the boys around me, I see nothing.
When I look at him, I see the world.
Out of all the people who could have stolen my heart, why did it have to be him?
He is what I haven't even found in people.
Nobody is perfect.
But in my eyes, he is.
I am in love with his eyes, the way he light up when he laugh.
I love that he care, even it's not the kind of care that I want.
I love how he makes me brust into fits of laughter, after everything he say, because he is really that funny to me.
And I love that he trust me.
Even when he don't know that I trust him too.
He came of the sudden and changed my life.
You may find this silly.
Or you maybe understand.
But there wouldn't be story of my life… If it wasn't for him.