The best way to get over a broken heart

The best way to get over a broken heart
Is to have it broken again
Nights and nights alone in my bed got me thinking
I never wanna do this ever again
I hate my life
I hate myself
And most of all, I hate I don't hate you for not loving me

Back to reality
Teardrops ruining my leather jacket
I can't help but fake it
Smile back at you to ease your worry
I feel dead inside
Hiding my embarrassment
Trying to catch your eye
Knowing i'll never get more than that

I’m ridiculous and in pain
Sometimes I don’t make any sense
Loving you was just a game
In which I lost, once again
But i’ll rise from my ashes
And find love again
To get my heart broken
Again, again and again