Into my grave

I wish I could die today
So the weight on my shoulders
Will just disappear
Disappear like my sadness
Anger and fear
I wish everybody will forget me
So it won’t be so hard to
Live them as I fade
Fade like my dreams
Hopes and aims

I wish my life had never been
And all of this is just a movie seen
I wish I was an actress and all
Of this has been a lie
So maybe just maybe
I wouldn’t wanna die

I wish I could through away
All my stones
And the thick fog would
Live me alone
Alone with all my pain and cracked
Old phone
Whom seemed to be my only
Way of escaping this
Wretched reality
I wish I was gone