Windows to my soul

Every time I fall asleep it's dark
And it's kind of scary
Sometimes there's a glimpse of light
But even that's imaginary

There is emptiness and dullness
All around and everywhere
Feels like drifting in a deep dark ocean
Not even knowing that you're there

Sometimes it's confusing
Hearing salty smells and tasting waves of sound
Seeing what's not there
When it's darkness all around

And sometimes I'm afraid to go to sleep
Afraid I'll go too far
Afraid I'll fall too deep

Dreams are windows to my soul
Through them I can't see anything
Anything at all