It's too loud

It's too loud
For me to hear a word you say
It's too quiet
For me to make a voice
Why can't I decide what is the right way
Sometimes the past looks charming
Charming than it seems
In my memory

You could have just gone away
You didn't have to stay
You didn't have to say
All the hurtful things you knew will stuck inside my head

I'm sorry
I'm sorry I wasn’t brave enough
Many years I was strong
Many years before we've met
Now it's all gone
But you're still stuck in my head

It's too loud
For me to hear a word you say
It's too quiet
For me to make a voice
Why can't I decide what is the right way
Sometimes the past looks charming
Charming than it seems
In my memory