I am (not) myself

i just wanna be myself,
but m is lost into someone else
and y is always get in my way,
se are hate me so much,
so they're don't wanna stay;
l is bad for me as well,
and f just like to say:
"you're look the worst,
you ugly,
not funny
and you definitely will not be.
so shut up already!
everybody hate ya,
nobody care of ya.
you're look the worst,
you ugly,
not funny
and you definitely will not be.
so shut up already!"
and that's why
i am not myself.
but,
i could be
i.