my hills

I went back again. to The hills
Begins to chill
I feel that's been a long time
From the moment that I was almost killed
I missed the sound of quiet
 The eternal silence
When I can not find what is right and wrong
But I know if I keep going. The pain will be strong
So maybe I surrender and give my old bones rest
When I'm not doing anything. I'm the best
Fuck. Flashback from the past. Wow life goes fast
Maybe I'm not alive. Just a test dummy. Laboratory wreck
Just kidding ..if i was not alive .so
I would not feel pain then I would be happy
…every day again …