?where am i going

Here I am, I do not know where
I'm still standing, I do not know how,
I'm going somewhere, who knows where?
They looked into my eyes, I turned my back,
He looked at me, I know he wanted to cry,
I cry, all my life I was weak,
My sister was right, no one will ever again could to like me.
I can not believe is bad can change for good.
I do not want the world in my hands, I do not want money, I do not want anything, just to stay alive.
And where I'm going now? Only God knows …