The party sure was good

The party sure was good,
Pretty nice, I must say.
Even though it fell like hell,
And the party was a fail.
The party sure was good,
But I didn't want to go.
Since I have no other thing to say,
Better leave and go away.

I have nothing for my own,
Just hanging there all alone.
I don't choose what I've done,
My will was simply gone.

Yes, the party sure was good,
Really fancy I should've said.
So if it was that good,
Why do I feel bad?
The party was pretty good,
I have no complains.
Since it wasn't for my taste,
My words will be a pure vain.

I have nothing for my own,
Just hanging there all alone.
I don't choose what I've done,
My will was simply gone.

Sometimes I think to myself,
How good is it?
I doesn't chose what I do,
Like a puppet on a string.
And I feel the warmth,
And ready to attack.
One day I'll choose my will,
And I won't be coming back.
One day I'll choose my will,
And I won't be coming back.