Lost and unwanted

Would you believe, lord of merci?
I asked only once, you know.
I gave-up for everyone,
but I wanted just this time.

Please, lord of merci,
why do you hurt me?

Here am I,
lost and unwanted,
because of your own fun,
I pay the price,
I say.
Why do I owe you?
So much pain,
I can't understand.
Why do I?

I was looking at her photo.
I rather burn, burn it all,
forget is better than lies.
Why are you vicious?
lord, you're capricious.

Here am I,
lost and unwanted,
because of your own fun,
I pay the price,
I say.
Why do I owe you?
So much pain,
I can't understand.
Why do I?

Ha…

Why do I owe you?
So much pain,
I can't understand.
Why do I?