End it…

I always hated my self for being me,
too smart, too lovely, too boring, too unfree.
I tried to change it, and I'v done a lot of mistakes,
I lost every thing I had, my life, my royalty, my friends.
I'v been so mad, I hated my self even more,
I want to end it, to stop the misery.
I want to kill my self, the persom who use to be me.
I want to stop the pain which attacts me every sec.
All I want is to end it.
So i stand on the roof,
count to 3…,
closed my eyes,
and we're breaking free.