Satellite

Do we really know each over's past?
What do you say?
Most of you may say that they are living life, Not perfect but not sad. Life.
Some will say that they have suffer and pain and they may be the most miserable person alive.
Sink inside they're self-pity.
I know a girl. When I taught I have great life I'll always wrote to her and she wrote to me. How happy was it? Have a real friend.
After that, suddenly something was changing. I felt that something is going down in my life. What was it? I sincerely don't know.
Suddenly I wanted to write her more and more. I felt bad. Oh, how bad I felt.
I suddenly became like a satellite – In an endlessy path around her but she wasn't there anymore.
I was angry, upset, shy, miserable, unhappy and more words that express my feeling like them.
Why she didn't answer to me?

The time passed and my life were back on their way – stable and happy. I was busy in different things until I rememberd her. I wrote to her that I was so angry – I had terrbile things in my life and she never answered. She wasn't listen. I saw only my life. My suffer. My pity.
She wrote to me that she did something that risked her life. Something that was bad and now she trying to fix it.
I was shocked, confused but the most of all, I felt guilt.
The thing that happened to her was at least 5 times worst than what happened to me but I didn't know it. After than I realized that I'll never be the happiest or the saddest. I'l be me but she taught me the lesson. Oh, yhea. It was the hardest way to learn it.

Now I know that I was her satellite just because I knew somehow that she can help me but I didn't knew at this point.
I understood that been satellite is a bad thing and this is the seccond lesson that I learnt from her.
Now, she got the title "The Teacher" for the most importent lesson at life.
Humanity.