fall apart

i'm dark inside,
i'm left behind,
with broken wngs,
and fake smiles,
no way to reach,
to the sky, oh.
im right here,
i'm so near,
so alone,
you left me, dear.
slowly sinking,
into my agony.

and what if i fall apart?
if every piece of me will burn, even my heart.
will you kiss my lips?
as my cold body burries under the ground.
i can't seem to find the point of life.
i can't wake up, from this nightmare.

i'm lost again,
feel the rain,
with no hopes,
and dark stains,
no way to get out,
no way to wake up.
why can't you hear me?
i'm lost in the dark,
why can't you see me?
this is a memory,
no way to kill the pain,
all i see is rain.