I want you

Say, say
You want me
Say, say
It’ll be okay
I pray at night for you to stay
But even then, please go away

I don’t know what else to do
You’re in my head keep pushing through
My heart is still but breaks again
I want you here, but to go away

Please, just tell me what to do
What to think about you
I’m such a coward
But it’s also true
I want you out but I also want
You