BLEAK

When I text you and you don’t answer
When you call my name but it never repeats
It makes me so damn confused
I know we used to love, and our love was strong
Though, it doesn’t seem this way anymore
Please tell me the truth, so we can keep this on
You don’t say I’m cute anymore
Honey, what is so wrong?

Why is it that whatever makes me happy
Makes you so bleak
I don’t seem to get it and you don’t seem to speak
So what it ought to be
For us to make it fixed
I’m out of control
And you’re not there anymore
To hold the thread
To my soul

It’s Friday night and I am all alone
You left me on “read”, but you don’t respond
I heard you’re with her
And told your friends to say nothing
I know it’s wrong to want you here next to me
I should let it go and tell you to get lost
But I don’t trust myself right now to say it to your face
So first, I’ll get strong so I can tell you that some other day

Why is it that whatever makes me happy
Makes you so bleak
I don’t seem to get it and you don’t seem to speak
So what it ought to be
For us to make it fixed
I’m out of control
And you’re not there anymore
To hold the thread
To my soul