You told me it was okay to be myself around you

You told me it was okay to be myself
And then, you said you are not looking for anything
I was always searching
For someone to make me feel this way
So when you came
And you took that feeling away with you
I didn’t know what to say
So I am still listening to sad songs
And not able to do my job
Because I am always waiting for you
To pick up that god damn phone
And text me
And here I am, not falling asleep
Jumping every time the phone vibrates
And it is not because of you
It is never from you
I guess I am crazy
Being all addicted to this feeling
That does no good for me
You’re no good for me
So why am I so not strong
When thinking of you
Waiting for you
To tell me it is okay to be myself
Around you