My mixtape

I have never been the ordinary one
I wasn't the one with the akward smile
but I sat in the corner and ate my own lunch
death visited me every couple of weeks
he loved to sit near me, especially on the beach
I had a mixtape made by me
I loved to listen to it when I was about to go to sleep
but even then I wasn't really fine, cause I knew once I wake up I'm going to wait for the next night