Love-Hate Ambivalence

I am so disturbed, and so unimpressed
by anything that happens anywhere.

I am so insecure, and too intimidated
to go out and play my role.

I am too tired and too depressed
to create, to contribute, to manifest.

I have been carelessly obliged
to modify every single person I see.

To modify every single person I see,
for my love-hate ambivalence needs.