is thst too much to ask?

'Im lost here
I'm so lost in this world
Maybe it's not my place to be
Maybe my destiny is to be far away
Start from scratch
And forget the past
Do not look back
And relive
Cause I'm lost here
So lost in this world
But I'll be fine
Because maybe it's just not my time to smile
I want to scream
I want to run away
I want to be happy
Is that too much to ask?
I want to be free
And be who I am
So I'll get over the pain and hope that everything will be o.k