Is It Only Me

I lay here in the dark, thinking about today
Wondering if tommorow I will come back here again
And as the doubt is kicking in, Im thinking to myself
What will it feel like, to never come back again?

And as the fear is filling me, I feel like I've been cheated
Things I fought for in thi life, will go wasted in the end
Nothing stays for eternity, nothing stays too long
What will I do when its gonna be my turn,
To go?

Is it only me, who thinks she'll never return?
Am I the only one, thinking this world is uselss?
Is it only me, who fears, the silence?
'Cause Im afraid this silence, will be the last sound I hear