In the sun

I want to believe in myself,
I want to believe there's something else.
I want to say I'm sorry,
But I cannot really say that.
You see, mom told me to never lie.

So as you can see,
There's nothing between you and me,
I just want to believe in something bigger.

So I'm lying on the grass in the sun,
Trying to think of something else.
Nighttime has gone dead by now,
Trying to find a way to face it.
So I'm lying on the grass in the sun,
Trying to persuade myself it's fun,
Though I haven't been more scared than now.
I'm in the sun, in the right side.

So I'm trying to lie myself,
Because I can't lie to you.
No one should be treated,
The way I treat you.

You kept me waiting,
Now it's your lucky day.
I'm finally getting an answer,
But you're not going anyway.

So I'm lying on the grass in the sun,
Trying to think of something else.
Nighttime has gone dead by now,
Trying to find a way to face it.
So I'm lying on the grass in the sun,
Trying to persuade myself it's fun,
Though I haven't been more scared than now.
I'm in the sun, in the right side.

So I'm lying on the grass in the sun,
Trying to think of something else.
Nighttime has gone dead by now,
Trying to find a way to face it.
So I'm lying on the grass in the sun,
Trying to persuade myself it's fun,
Though I haven't been more scared than now.
I'm in the sun, in the right side.