if one day I'll tell ya

Ifone day I'll tell ya
I want to kill myself
Will you shut me up?
Or will you understand?
If one day I'll tell ya
I want to hurt myself
Will you call me crazy
Will you even listen?
If one day I'll hurt myself
Will you lock me up?
Will you deny it ’till it fade?
If one day I'll kill myself
Will you be sorry for shutting me up?
Will you regret? Forgive? Forget?
Will you deny I was in pain?
If one day I'll hurt myself
And you'll be the reason
Will it make it OK?
Will it make it fine?
If one day I'll shout
Will anyone listen?
My be for the first time you'll listen?
If one day I'll cry
While writing a letter to no one
Will anybody listen?
Is anybody f*cking care?