I wish I could pretend

I can still see shadows on the wall.
I can still see the wind blows in my ear.
And the time is turning back,
And my eyes are red.
And the voice in my mind is whispering to stay.

And the world is spinning too fast,
I'm afraid I might fall down.
Never going to break down,
I still smell the end.

And I wish I could pretend,
That you're out of my mind forever.
And I wish I could pretend,
That I don't care anymore.
But wishes were meant for a dream at night,
So I wish I could,
But I'll never be able to do.

So the pain is getting stronger,
And my tears still drive their ways.
I don't feel so well,
Spinning round, I've got dizzy already.
And I know that now,
This is going to hurt my heart.
Why did I let it be from the start?

And I wish I could pretend,
That you're out of my mind forever.
And I wish I could pretend,
That I don't care anymore.
But wishes were meant for a dream at night,
So I wish I could,
But I'll never be able to do.

So I'm lying in bed,
Trying to hold on to those memories.
Trying to make myself believe that you're not gone.

And I wish I could pretend,
That you're out of my mind forever.
And I wish I could pretend,
That I don't care anymore.
But wishes were meant for a dream at night,
So I wish I could,
But I'll never be able to do.

And I wish I could pretend…