high expectations

I’m getting hurt
Again and again
But I can’t help it
I’ve got high expectations

Sometimes I feel like I’m moving ahead
But I’m going nowhere
It is all in my head
Slowly I keep my breath unnoticed
And I watch slowly
My life being taken away

It feels good to be hurt
It feels good to be miserable
But at the same time
It does not

It burns my blood
It burns my mind
I see nothing in my eyes
But you