happy ending

I remember everything
But I can't remember a thing
From that time
From that life
It is so hard to explain

What I had
What I thought I had
And all of the in between
What I should had
What I deserved
It wasn't right
But at that time
I didn't think you're wrong

What you did to me
What you did to us
It took me so long to figure
How I should behave
Should I run away
Who will welcome me in their way?

I should have been stronger
I should have said no
To all the things you've done
It's meaningless, I know
And still it hurts me so bad

It's been so long
But not long enough
I still collect the pieces of my heart
My past doesn't define me
You can't tell who I am
I'm here now
I'm wiser
You can't bring me down
I'm here to stay

I remember everything
But I can't remember a thing
And now I'm moving on
To my happy ending