handle yourself

I know it’s wrong
But I can’t help feeling ugly
Whenever you look my way
And then turn away
I know I should love me
But it’s a little hard
When I’m feeling so lonely

Alone in my room
Don’t feel like having somebody
Entering me
Without even knowing him beforehand
But still I go with my friends
To another bar
It’s easy to see
How desperate for attention I can be
I will have you now
If only you let me

But from time to time I’m being asked
“If you can’t handle yourself
How the hell you gonna handle somebody else?”
And all I can say is “Amen”
And crawl back to bed
With someone else