empty

i don't even know,
if i should feel bad.
i don't feel pain,
i'm just empty inside.
nowhere to go,
no place to hide,
no fire or light,
no darkness at night,
there is a big nothing,
that's the only thing i see,
the only thing i feel.
i'de rather feel pain,
i'de rather feel something,
not to be just,
a big pack of lies.