Colors of my heart

I wake up, nothing has changed
Sometimes I can't even remember my name
Small talks are over
Let's cut to the chase
I've lost in the game
But I only want you to remember my name

I need to trust you
I want you to trust me too
Even when all the doors are closing
I want to let you in
I try to paint my heart
But all the colors look the same

As I fade away
You can't even remember my name