Always and forever

Night after night,
I'm staying close to the light,
try to guess what's inside my head.
Try to figure out what is the source,
what made me feel so bad.

I guess it because I have emotions,
strong ones, harmfull ones.
I've tried to move on,
to kill any strange or new feeling,
to make myself stable again.

Always and forever,
I am confused.
I can breathe,
I can feel,
I can even talk.
Yet I feel like I can't live.
Always and forever.

Day after day,
I let the sun fondle my hair.
And I open wide the window pane.
Waiting for a sign, like a rainbow,
or something glow, or even rain.

Always and forever,
I am confused.
I can breathe,
I can feel,
I can even talk.
Yet I feel like I can't live.
Always and forever.

Always and forever,
I am confused.
I can breathe,
I can feel,
I can even talk.
Yet I feel like I can't live.
Always and forever.