A painless puppet

When all is dark you can't see my shadows.
When I'm down there is nowhere to fall.
When I'll go you won't disappear, won't leave me.
When I'll be left with nothing, I won't lose it all.
When my strings are gone, I'll be left lying in the floor.
Empty from inside, not feeling anymore.
Don't know how to get back on my feet alone.
I'm cutting all my strings before they are gone.

Because I'm only some puppet hanging down
from a ceiling of ropes that are never there.
I am only bones or only shell;
I am only soulless suit of skin, so I couldn’t feel the pain.
I run away to be free from all,
if there is nothing to make me weak so I am strong.
I have no pass, no ropes around me;
no sadness so I'm happy;
no music, just a song.

When you'll give me the rope I will tie myself.
When you need to cry, I will always be there.
When you need to heat I'll be hanging down.
When you'll again be happy you won't see me anywhere.
When you need me I will always come there running.
I'll be ready for you to fill me with teardrops.
It's like air for me, to hear you cry and shouting.
I will fall as soon as you'll let go the ropes.

Because I'm only some puppet hanging down
from a ceiling of ropes that are never there.
I am only bones or only shell;
I am only soulless suit of skin, so I couldn’t feel the pain.
I run away to be free from all,
if there is nothing to make me weak so I am strong.
I have no pass, no ropes around me;
no sadness so I'm happy;
no music, just a song.

And then I'll get a hand, and it isn't holding strings.
Don't need to turn on the lights, not just a bug of tears.
Not an audience that came to watch me bleed.
I'm not only ears, and it isn't only a book to read.
For it I'm not a puppet, not some toy, no bones and skin.
For it can also see me, so I won’t let it see me leave.
I am walking by myself for the first time in a puppet's life.
I want to be there, not hanging, walking by it side.

I'm only some puppet hanging down
from a ceiling of ropes that are never there.
I am only bones or only shell;
I am only soulless suit of skin, so I couldn't feel the pain.
I run away to be free from all,
if there is nothing to make me weak so I am strong.
I have no pass, no ropes around me;
no sadness so I'm happy;
no music, just a song.