life is turning

More one day i'm walking beside the sunflowers. Thinking to myself again and again the life are turning and turning and never stopping. If icould… be in somewhere else. Where I will can do what I want. Have freedom of decisions. To born again again to a new history. To change myself to someone else, the one who will be not me. I wish that tommarow I will start again with a new chance and wishfully that now I'm going to have a luck. 1..2..3.. how muck times I will need to count days, weeks, months, years and dozens of years. To stay in my wishes not be here.