I dream I had about you

I dreamt I had pizza in my hands and that we needed to do a bagrut and you were next to me and I was next to you and you said nothing as usual and then I was like okay I’ll talk to him but then you said thee girls are really loud and that you can’t concentrate like that and I was like yeah I know I have to deal with this all the time
And then you were like too bad
And I was like yeah I know it’s annoying
And you said I like hearing you babbling
And I was like yeah sure but you never say a word and then you smiled a cheeky smile, the smile I fell for 13 years ago and I looked at you and said do you even know how miserable that made me? You not talking to me ? I was actually suffering and hated everything just cuz you kept your mouth shut every time I was around you it was like the most frustrating thing ever. And you were like yeah I wanted you to suffer a little bit and I was almost crying and then the alarm clock went off and I woke up so I wrote this and I hope that it would really, actually happen because I really wanna know why you kept quiet every time I was around you and just yeah idk. It was an actual pain you not talking to me and it sucked so I hope you end up with someone almost as great as me but there isn’t so I just hope that someday we’ll actually talk and speak to each other cuz I still have all these unresolved feelings and stuff.