חלומות איש העש- הרגשות שאחריי part 1

I Woke up, realizing what I dreamt off. The big red eyes that looked like lanterns, the strangely human body dressed in a long, black coat and a weird looking hat that was offside like on it's head "what do you really want child? What do you really waaaaant?" it whispered to me when I woke up.
That boy…
that boy, he looked so scared- like the creature was after him too. Like he knows me, he grabbed me and tried to escape while the shadow came closer and closer. But I could not move- I felt frozen. I felt like I was letting myself go, I was letting myself go. I knew it was going to take me to see death, meet it. The strange boy tried to take me away and escape, he said "I won't let you go, I won't let you die just like that! Come on!" and looked Serious. I felt his heartbeat although he wasn't so close to me. I felt his heartbeat, growing stronger. Suddenly he disappeared, leaving behind a strange mist. I felt loved, cared for, and I felt love for him. I saw the creature's eyes- two red big eyes coming towards me, watching only me and coming closer. I opened my hands happily and smiled, I wanted him to take me. Take me from life and into death. After this, I woke up and shed a tear. I felt like I've been crying for a long time, like I've been crying during the dream, while in the dream I've been smiling.
I heard the whisper again:" what do you really want child? What do you really waaaaant?".
the whisper hunted me for an hour or more. That voice sounded weak but I heard it clear. It sounded like he was forcing me, but I took it seriously. When I told my friend she asked me if I was real, I didn't answer. I woke up, realizing what I've done by start seeing that movie, on Friday the 13th, a day I now believe in its powers.