Innocent will to Something less innocent

Victor is just another new kid in high school last year.
He is a shy, silent boy who hides many secrets.
Victor is gay. the most gay there is, he's crazy about boys!
He is the odd kid who wears big sweaters in the summer too and never speaks, But inside his room, when the door is locked, he is a monster.
Books and manga about sexual boys' love are hidden deep under his bed, His web history is full of weird porn sites, And his head is full of deviations.
If he only had the courage, he would talk to boys, but the fear of homophobia never left him.
Victor hates being at the center of things, so why is it that all the interesting things happen to him?