You'll see it gets better-day 1

Adam woke up, this is his first day in the new boarding school. away from his aunt's house. "i wish this day will be good for a change." Adam said just like any other day,even he knew it won't be that way, he never had a good days. he always said that his days were like hell. and that each day was more bad than the one before.

he got ready for his first class, Math, "great. what a great day to start the new school" Adam was a good student. but he had trouble with Math. he headed to class noticing that all of the kids were talking about him, but he is used to it. anytime he was in a new school kids were whispering about him, they always picked on him for being different. but there was nothing he could do about it.

Adam walked into math class and sat in the back far from everyone,trying not to be seen praying the ground will open and will make him fall inside. something that of course, never happened. the teacher walked in "good morning class" Mr Oliver said with a smile "we have a new student in our boarding school" he said as the students looked at Adam, testing him with curious look like he is an alien and his UFO crashed in the middle of the class. "Adam?" Mr Oliver asked "would you like to tell us about yourself?" Adam shook his head and Mr Oliver started teaching, Adam wasn't paying attention.

Lesson ended it was time for lunch break. Adam followed a bunch of students that headed to the cafeteria. he walked in and sat alone. instead of getting himself some food he looked at the most popular guy in the boarding school, his name was Dillon. Adam had a crush on Dillon you can say it was a love at first sight. only problem was is that this love was a one sided love. and he was too afraid to ask Dillon. he already got picked on for being gay once. and wanted to avoid from it again.
his next lesson was History. at least he was good at it

Adam walked into the history class to find out that Dillon is sitting next to him "right. because this is exactly what i needed" he said to himself and sat down.
and of course. he started to be picked on. like any other school he studied at, he always was the victim. because he was lonely and quiet and was an easy target.
he read one of the notes someone sent him "freak. that's what you are. no one wants you here, you are not welcome here. you better pack your things and leave" he was holding back tears. at least trying but it never worked he started crying in the middle of the class. while the rest of the students were laughing at him for crying like a "big baby" as they said.

day one has ended. no need to mention it was hell and that Adam just wanted to sit in his room with a razor and cry. but he couldn't. he promised to himself he will try to stay strong no matter how hard things are. but on the other hand,he couldn't trust himself to keep that promise. he decided to lay down for a bit. but at the end he cried himself to sleep.
he was sleeping until someone knocked at his door.