Why?

She reads my snapchats.
Then why doesn't she answer?
She is online on whatsapp.
Then why does she ignores me?
She is posting on facebook.
Then why does she ignore my messenger calls?
She reblogs on Tumblr.
Then why everytime I anonymously send her a message in hebrew so she will be the only one able to know who I am she just ignores?
Is it because that letter I brought her?
Is it because it's a lot to take?
Is because she doesn't like me or is it because I might be her first girlfriend?
Why can't I know?
Why is it so hard?
Why can't she say hi?
I did wrote that till she decide we will continue normally so what's preventing her from saying hi?
Why can't she say yes?
Or why can't she say no?
Why can't she say anything to me?
I don't understand why.