Two futures

Walls, closing in on me. Imaginative boundaries not letting me explore my world. Darkness that surrounds those boundaries, only a little light shines above me, like a little candle in the darkness. Wanting to scream my way through it all, I only grow more silent and keep my pain inside. No matter how much I shout in my mind nothing changes. I know the problem lies in me, but no matter how I cry, I do not seem to change.

Watching the screen, all that goes in my mind is blank. No darkness to hide whatever is hiding there, waiting to be found, only emptiness, staring at me dumbfounded. "I'm so disappointed in you" I think to myself, knowing that those knives of words are only making it worse.

Which one will I be? Which future me will I become?….

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Where will it lead? Those awful and strangling days, Will they take my breath away? Or will they make me stronger?

Another time, another wish. Another tear washing me away.
?Yet, why am I alone…..