The stories I never got to tell – introduction

This might sound cliche but despite what you’ll hear in these stories I DO love my partner. He is sweet and caring. He gave up so much of himself to please the brat in me. After all our ups and downs (of which obviously we don’t dare to speak) we ended up living together. But when I’m all alone I cannot restrain myself from thinking; “ what if things have gone differently”. What if I stayed at home eating gummy bears with my brother when he first asked me out? Or what if I had been a good friend and let my best friend at the time have him?
Maybe I wouldn’t sacrifice so much.maybe I’d follow my dream to be a detective instead of settling for studying in the faculty of education in a crappy university
What if I hadn’t refuse to go that ball in France. And what if I’d actually get my study visa to the US and join an Ivy League university. I bet I’d be on verge of an amazing discovery. I know Brian loves me with all his heart and soul but sometimes I wish I wouldn’t give up all the things that once used to define me. I used to have crazy adventures with guys all over the world, but Brian’s jealous traits made me give up most of my male friends. Which are basically ALL my friends.

But I do love him, this is why I’m writing down all the stories I wish I could tell the people who used to be my friends, or even Brian himself. But right now, it is the unknown crowd who turns to be my audience.