some times i just die

Some times i just die,
. it happens to me some times a lot, and for times just not as quite…
I die from the inside leaving my own appereance intact,
nobody knows that i just died,
for a couple of seconds thats it .
And no body cares.i cant blame them..
When i die it doesnt hurt,i actually dont feel anything..
it is more of a peacefull death .
When i die i dont feel,
it is like if my sences just disapear and fly away
When i die i dont need,
some how my body releases itself from any strees i have and it becomes just musles and bones.
.Just that, With nothing inside
When i die i think of you, but then i come back to life and you are gone again ,
only till i die next time