i want to be alone" stop lying"

hat feeling that you keep thinking "i dont need anyone i can be by myself" but isnt it also just a lie? "leave me alone!"
wont it just hurt others and you? "i dont care anymore" another lie!
"stop!" if you want the sense to stop then just die. "i dont want it anymore! those life!"
then DIE.
"i hate it, everything! im lonley! nobody understands me! this world…is the worst!"
then cry out, cry out to the world. "what will it give me?! it wont change a thing!".
thats another lie isnt it? everything will change the moment you will cry out to the one's who care about you. "you are the lier! dont steal me with those sweet words! nothing will change, nobody will understand me, i can only be by myself"
then be by yourself. but wont it only bring loneliness? wont it only hurt you and others? wont you wish to die again?
being alone is tempting but isnt it another lie? it wont give you ANYTHING nor will you be happy.
yes people cant understand you nor you can understand them but you can show them your feelings! or tell them! you can be happy, sad, angry, and more with them! you can never live alone or you will be consumed by this big lie called 'loneliness'. do you want to see reality? then LIVE. you still want to live in a lie? then so be it.
the decision is yours, now CHOOSE.