I fell in love with you..

I'm right next to you but you are on the other part of the world. I just want you to talk to me, but you never come. I just want you to say hi, but you never say. Why do I feel that way ?! I can get any other guy in the world but you. I just want you to be as the other guys, see me and smile as I do to you. You walk past me, look at me as nothing, and I just want you to think about me for one time. I never cried about a guy, never got hurt from a guy and never felt like I want a guy, but with you it's different, you look at me an I think maybe you do think about me but I then I think maybe I'm too ugly, too fat for you, that I'm not in your level, that you will never love me, that you will never fall in love with me. I keep on begging to you for noticing me and you just sitting there. I don't know why I do that, I don't know what happens, but I just know I fell in love with you..