I destroyed them smile

" Happy Birthday, " My mother and father told me that when they wrapped me in a bear hug .
"Happy Birthday to me. " I said in a feeble attempt to smile. And all that I could .
I turned back and went on into the stage to my parents will not try to understand what I said.

I stood on the stage as a fighter.
I looked at the people dancing .
I looked at the faces smile .
And Cssibbti slightly over I noticed a couple who could not smile. I am.
I stood there. The lighted stage and started talking ..
" Hello everyone . " I said and I went on when I saw the eyes of the people staring at me.
" I was born 17 years ago .
17 years ago I cried the first tears .
And the tears will never stop. "
I stopped a little bit shocking words I understood the hall.
"I thank the tears stopped sometimes ,
But the pain never left me.
Even the happy moments . "
"I know I looks happy girl . " I kept my word , "I know some of you might not really I do not.
But it's the truth . "
And when I said those words hurt.
I hurt my parents understand me I think .
And the most painful.
They understood why I was not home all day .
They understood what I'm trying all the time to be happy and laugh.
They just understood .
"I'm sorry." I said, without a drop of emotion.
But it was just a show.
When you are stressed , do not see it.
You further press .