Hope is within you

A light I once saw, a figure that once held me. Those hands that held me tight were vanished too soon. I wished I knew what future was waiting for me but I could not know. All light were gone and I was walking blindly in the dark, I knew I won't last long. In a world without time, in a world without illusions, I found myself more free than ever, and more lonely than ever. i wanted to see again that light that once was in my life, and now was gone. Lost as I am, Lost as I was, once again I will lift my hand above and seek a new light; a new hope.

I always thought that I will be okay, that nothing bad will ever happen to me. I used to think that the charming prince will come and save me in trouble and that I will be his.
I was wrong.
One day reality found me and made me realize that the world isn't made of soft pillows. The prince never came, and even if he did, it would be too late. Everything in this world hated me and wanted me miserable, and so I hated the world back. I ran from everything I ever knew and became a person I never knew I could become. I became stronger and I fought anything that threatened me. I ran and fought and ran and fought, and I thought that maybe I could survive this, but in the end,
there was nowhere for me to run.

And then, I found that hope. I found that light. All this time it was inside of me. When I took my hands and held that light, I suddenly realized that light was lonely; it needed a friend, and I was not that friend. I waited and waited yet the loneliness only grew out of the light, and into myself. I suddenly knew that no matter how much I was free, that means nothing if I'm all alone. And then suddenly, I saw another light, a different colored light. It came close to the light in my hands, and became a part of it.
And then, I saw him at the other side of the light.

In the middle of all that hatred, I found someone who was as hated as I was. And the loneliness I felt was destroyed by a single sympathetic smile.