Heartbreak

Heartbreak is like female orgasm.
Some people never experience it, and they never know it.

Until they do…
…and then they wish they never had.

Strong feelings is what allows really high highs but can create really low .lows. This is my life. But hey! At least I can have an orgasm, Multiple

Heartbreak is a physical state.
Don't believe anyone else! Just believe me. Because I know! It is physical. It physically hurts in your chest…
Maybe because you don't really eat much and when you lie down crying in your bed your stomach falls down into yourself and you're so dehydrated that you mix up the tummy ache of hunger with a pain in your chest?
Maybe..
But it does. It hurts..

Sometimes.
Sometimes it just feels like a numbness…
like after you went to the dentist and you look perfectly fine but you feel like the side of your lip is not holding up against gravity and then you try to sip a glass of water and it ends up dribbling down your neck….
Like that lip kind of numbness. Like a zombie if we knew what that is (because the're not real ).

And then there's the trying to live. (Even if you don't try, you usually will because it's a strong unexplainable urge we have.)
You start learning how to breath again.
Inhale – exhale. Inhale – exhale.
Thats not too hard, is it?

Sometimes you just feel normal. Like THIS IS ME. doing the things that have to be done. And even enjoying it. Doing fun things, dancing around.

Then you see, hear, taste, feal or even smell something and the pain comes back. And the tears sometimes too… and it starts all over again.

Well, thats 4 days into heartbreak. What happens next.. we'll see