After you

I wish I could hate you.
I wish you would go away.
As I say.
From now and on you'll forget me,
I will go away to be. free.

After you,
My eyes were wet,
I had to abet.
After you.
with empty hands,
without any friends.
After you.
But with you,
It was much better,
I had the ardour,
with you.

I wish I could go away.
I wish you would never stay.
As I say.
I won't be the shadow of you, I'll be me.
I will go away to be. to be free.

After you,
My eyes were wet,
I had to abet.
After you.
with empty hands,
without any friends.
After you.
But with you,
It was much better,
I had the ardour,
with you.
Not after you.