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you look upset

I’m fine

?No you're not. What's the problem

…John

?What's the problem

.I close my eyes when it's dark 

.Of course you close your eyes and it's dark 

.No I close my eyes when there is dark 

.Oh Sherlock I don't understand you 
?Would you like to explain yourself to me

.Must people keep their eyes open when it's dark, trying to catch every bit of light
.I close them
Completely aware of the darkness around me and yet they are still close although the dark remain the same as they're openֿֿֿֿֿ

?And what do you mean by that

.I mean that those people have faith in their actions 
.And me however, I have to control everything

?Like knowing that the dark will stay exactly the same as long as your eyes close

.Like knowing no split of light will ever be able to change my sight

?So, you need control. What is exactly the problem 

That my obsession with control interrupting me from believing that something else could happen
.As long as I'm in control I can't believe in hope cause I don't need it

…Sherlock

.I don't have hope

.Ridiculous! Of course you have hope

.But John that is the point
.I don't
.I'm hopeless

?When we catch a murderer, before he admit he had done that. What do you feel

.That he did it

.But you don't know that. You hope he did it

…I don't

You do have hope
You are not hopeless

.Lestrade say the killer from the Hutson case had murdered again. We need to go John

.Fine
.But I have not finished this conversation

..If you say so